Haley Kalil

Hi YouTube family!!!! As you know, today is a tough day for many Americans who use TikTok. They are losing a community, family, and social media app that felt like home. I want them to know that there is also incredible community here that accepts them with open arms…

TikTok family, meet my YouTube family.

They are incredible, funny, uplifting, kind, and most importantly, supportive. ❤️

To anyone feeling alone, you are always welcome here. No matter what app we are on, this is family. So introduce yourself!!!

Hi, I’m Haley. I started YouTube in 2022 because I always loved watching Jenna Marbles. I love posting the most random stuff, trolling my audience, and keeping people guessing. WELCOME!! ☺️

1 week ago | [YT] | 23,006

Haley Kalil

My heart is absolutely broken for everyone affected by the California wildfires. Seeing the devastation and loss so many are facing is unimaginable. I was lucky enough to call California home for many years. The amazing people, communities, and local organizations I had the pleasure of working with helped shape who I am today. Prayers for all those impacted and endless gratitude to the brave firefighters and first responders working tirelessly to protect lives, animals, and homes. Thank you to all those who have come together to support and uplift these communities during such a difficult time. ❤️

I’ll attach some resources below, please share and message me if you have more information that I can share to help as many as we can!

supportlafd.kindful.com/?campaign=1040812&fbclid=P…

cpf.salsalabs.org/disasterrelief/index.html?fbclid…

give.pasadenahumane.org/give/654134/#!/donation/ch…

lacountyanimals.org/way-to-give/disaster-relief/?f…

www.habitatla.org/how-to-apply/disaster-relief/?fb…

la.eater.com/2025/1/9/24340065/los-angeles-restaur…

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3 weeks ago | [YT] | 13,863

Haley Kalil

IM GOING BACK TO THE ‪@GoldenGlobes‬ 😭🫶🏻
AHHHH I’m so excited!!! 🥹🥹🥹 Don’t forget to tune in tomorrow night at 8ET or 5PT on ‪@CBS‬ and ‪@paramountplus‬ ❤️👀 #goldenglobes

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3 weeks ago | [YT] | 28,695

Haley Kalil

Hiii guys 🫶🏻 I’m back and I’m doing an ‪@amazonlive‬ today at 3:30pm ET! I’m so excited to answer all of your questions and do my makeup on live. Come hangout and let’s chat 👀❤️ go.amzn.to/haley120624

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1 month ago | [YT] | 11,628

Haley Kalil

Hiii 🫶🏻 I’m so happy to be back in NYC this week. I’m going live with ‪@amazonlive‬ again at 6PM ET tonight. Join me and ask me anything about content creation, let’s chat!! 🥹 go.amzn.to/haley112524

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2 months ago | [YT] | 19,758

Haley Kalil

Hiii 🫶🏻 Come hangout with Maya and me on ‪@amazonlive‬ at 1:10PM today to ask questions so we don’t just stand there awkwardly 😂 We’re doing a mystery Amazon unboxing 👀 go.amzn.to/haley111524

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2 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 8,018

Haley Kalil

CORPSE BRIDE

This has always been a dream costume for me & I can’t believe we pulled it off for the Heidi Klum Halloween Party!!

‪@marcbouwerNYC‬ I love you endlessly and I could not have pulled this off without your vision & craftsmanship. Marc designed everything on this gown down to the small butterfly details. You truly made this character come to life (even though she’s dead 😂) I wish you guys could see all the intricate details throughout!!

@mu.amykate @mykengarciabeauty_ @tracydnguyen THANK YOU for painting us for 9 hours, making sure every detail was as similar to the movie as possible!! You are true ARTISTS and I am so honored I got to work with you on this!!

Tim Burton, I hope we did this justice 🥹 & a huge thank you to ‪@PrimeVideo‬ & ​⁠Heidi Klum for having us!!

#heidihalloween2024

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2 months ago | [YT] | 68,623

Haley Kalil

Hey guys! Come join me and Maya and hangout with us on ‪@amazonlive‬ and ask us questions and talk to us so we aren’t standing there awkwardly. 😂😭 we will be reviewing viral TikTok products so it should be fun!! I love you guys sm!!!

go.amzn.to/haley103024

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3 months ago | [YT] | 7,671

Haley Kalil

www.forbes.com/sites/stevenbertoni/2024/10/28/top-…

I woke up to the news that…
IM ON THE 2024 ‪@Forbes‬ TOP CREATORS LIST!!!

Screaming, crying, throwing up 😭😭😭🫶🏻🥹 I seriously cannot believe this!!

I started posting on this channel in October of 2022 and almost exactly 2 years later, I’m on the top creator list!!

Seriously this is such a dream come true. THANK YOU ONLINE FAMILY. ❤️🫶🏻 I could not have done this without you!!! Your support, love, humor, excitement, and satire make this so unbelievably fun for me!! Truly I am honored that I get to do this every single day of my life.

Thank you for making a space where we can be weird and crazy and ourselves 🫶🏻🥹 thank you for being SO SUPPORTIVE of someone you’ve never met! You truly show me that people in this world CARE. 🥹 i love you all so much & this community gave me purpose and life again!!! I am NOTHING without you guys!!!

🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻
Cheers to many more crazy adventures with my family!!!!

I LOVE U GUYSSSS WE DID IT!!!! ❤️😭

3 months ago | [YT] | 5,564

Haley Kalil

Who is William?

I used to fear saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing. One wrong word, phrase, body movement, comment, instagram like, or text could start it. The wrong thing would completely change his mood…and I rarely knew what that thing was or how to predict it.

It would happen randomly, without warning. We would be having a wonderful day… and then one thing would set it off. Sometimes it was a word choice he wouldn’t like. Other times it was me introducing him by his name instead of “my boyfriend.” Talking to a male stranger too long. Using the wrong tone. Anything I did could be weaponized by him depending on his mood. Not posting him enough, not touching him enough, if I asked him to help me with something, not being grateful enough after he helped me… the list goes on and on and on.

I was told I couldn’t speak to certain people. I was told I couldn’t go certain places. I couldn’t say certain phrases. I couldn’t hug my guy friends. I couldn’t work with men. I couldn’t answer a male DM, even from a coworker. I couldn’t go to a male doctor. I couldn’t talk to my friends about any of this. I couldn’t ask my mom for advice. “Who are you talking to? What did you tell them?! This is between you and I! How dare you?!”

He broke me. He broke me and shattered me into a place I never want to be again. I contemplated taking my own life many many times. I didn’t want to feel dead anymore, I just wanted to be dead. He killed my joy, my independence, my happiness, my excitement for people and life and humor… he tried to take all of that from me. And he probably could have.. if I hadn’t found the powerful community of people I have online. Their love and kindness and patience taught me that I am deserving of a love that isn’t negative.

I thank God every single day that my career gave me the self-confidence to escape that hell. It gave me the confidence to speak my mind & communicate my hurt. It gave me the confidence to joke, laugh, smile, and not to have to question any of those things. Once I was able to do that, I felt like myself again.. free of the emotional muzzle he had put on me. People wonder why I am constantly working? Why I post so much? Because I never ever want to go back to where I was. Because I owe everything to my career for saving me.

But now I am back to fearing. The wrong move, phrase, sound, inflection… could incite hate. I fear people like I once feared him. I fear expression or vulnerability as more and more lies are told about me. Shedding a tear is enough to cause an uproar “how dare u cry, you pretentious little bitch” strangers type and type. It feels like the world is weaponized against joy.. because once you find it, it is so quickly stripped from you & you’re left feeling the same way you did before. Empty.

So who is William?
William does not exist.
William is a satirical expression of the hurt, control, and manipulation I experienced by my abuser.

❤️

4 months ago (edited) | [YT] | 59,447