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nicole leilani

i hope you guys like the new vid!! thank you SO MUCH for 50k!!!! i can’t believe it 🥹😭 i hit 40k last month and we’ve already hit another milestone…i couldn’t be more grateful. luv you and i’m excited to make more vids for you 💗

1 month ago | [YT] | 388

nicole leilani

40K SUBS!!! yayyy!!!! thank you so much 😭😭😭💗💗💗💗💗 my goal was 30k this year and we far surpassed that! i’m so so happy. and i’m sorry i haven’t uploaded the past two weeks T^T i had a video planned out and was editing on my trip but i lost some of the audio files and i haven’t had a chance to re-record them T-T i’ll try to upload soon! ily all sm ty again <33

2 months ago | [YT] | 206

nicole leilani

i posted on instagram but i had technical issues exporting my new video akdjfhfh that’s why it was posted today instead of over the weekend T^T but i hope you guys enjoy!! and thank you for 35k ily all sm 🫶🏼💗💗💗

4 months ago | [YT] | 130

nicole leilani

IMPORTANT: first, i apologize for my lack of communication. this is all very anxiety inducing and it’s easier to turn off social media and not deal with anything, but i am sorry for not addressing things sooner here.

i won’t repeatedly try to explain myself because many people already have their opinions about me- i will reiterate the points i feel most important.

i did not mock the genocide happening in gaza. i made a comment about people saying to boycott hybe due to their high prices yet all these people paid for vip1. i was frustrated at everyone’s situation during send off but it was an insensitive choice of words and i apologize for that.

if you think seeing txt in public once = stalker/sasaeng you don’t know what sasaengs are. leaking a joke i made for my close friends on insta and then claiming i’m so weird and wrong for that….sorry we don’t have the same humor!! people saying i paid for a fanfiction of me x yj doing it. my friend wrote a ff AS A JOKE, i didn’t pay her, and there was no clapping it all night 😭 the horribly photoshopped picsart photo people are using as “proof” should be enough to tell you it was for laughs. yall can’t match my freak and that’s okay 😞 i have seen many lies and mischaracterization spread about me and i hope people have the critical thinking skills to realize they’re false. (saying i kicked a disabled person to get to barricade, calling th/hk ugly).

many clips of me reacting to kai have been taken out of context- when i pulled his signature that was the 3rd time out of 6 i got his sign. complaining that i trade for yj/sb…yea???? they are my biases 😭😭🙏 i am not ot4/3/2, i love all 5 members and i know that in my heart.

all this being said, my content will no longer involve txt. i will always love and support them, they shaped me in so many ways and i will always be grateful. i sincerely apologize if i have disappointed you, i will learn and grow from this.

i will continue online primarily on youtube and focus on fashion/lifestyle/makeup. if you do not want to consume my content anymore i understand, but if you’re here only to hate- please don’t waste your time and energy and do something more productive. if you have read this far thank you so much, and if you want to keep watching my videos, i truly appreciate you and your support. i have always been grateful for this platform, and i hope you know that my words are sincere.

luv,
nicole

7 months ago | [YT] | 291

nicole leilani

hi luvs! as you probably already saw i uploaded two new videos this weekend and i hope you love them! i just wanted to say how grateful i am for the support i’ve received this year. when i posted my first youtube video in january my goal was to achieve 10k subscribers by my 1st year here. and it looks like that could really happen (maybe even before the new year) which is so incredible aah 🥹 thank you so so much for being here and supporting me and my content, i’m more grateful than you could ever know! best holiday wishes to everyone, stay safe, warm and happy 💝 luv, nicole

1 year ago | [YT] | 287

nicole leilani

thank you so much for 5k !! my channel is growing faster than i ever imagined…i love you all so much 🤧💗 next goal 10k!! hehe also new video tomorrow >< 💕

1 year ago | [YT] | 202

nicole leilani

thank you for 3k ily you all so much 💘💘

1 year ago | [YT] | 189