〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

KSR and I are workin' on this neat clip compilation for YTP's 20th anniversary. If you wanna contribute, you can submit your favorite videos to the form. It can be YTP, Tennis, YTPMV, otoMAD, whatever.

forms.gle/SLV38nZhg6VYmduo8

3 months ago | [YT] | 9

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

https://youtu.be/LzKNFHftD5I
tonight at 6 pm est, this christmas, kneesocks appears in a treehouse of horror collab and some more episodes.

1 year ago | [YT] | 7

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

Back in January, I announced a retirement/hiatus from YTP and maybe YTPMV. Turns out I still have plenty motivation to make some more. I thought I was done for because of how last year went, but now I feel somewhat better to make something, so I contributed some simple YTP stuff for PhoenixJames's upcoming Panty and Stocking YTP collab that was in production since June last year. You can find me along with five others there. On a personal note, I might get a new YTP or some more uploaded on my channel, but this time, I'll be making them only for myself and/or my friends ever since I moved away from the YTP community and favored more private or smaller spaces.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r_Teu...

1 year ago (edited) | [YT] | 24

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

This year, I'm making a bright and new resolution for YTP! I'm quitting.

I'm done with YTP, and I'm retiring or taking a long hiatus from it, and I'll possibly do the same with YTPMV as well. I haven't been watching many YTPs as I used to, because of how many old and new YTPers are removing their videos, and I've been less interested in the newer YTPers except some worth watching. Even if most of the YTPers were saved on archive.org, I can't make myself watch them because I'm worried I'd end up lamenting how the past of the YTP culture is mostly forgotten or not enjoying them like I used to. Watching YTPs being a requirement for inspiration, it's taking a toll on how I make them.

Editing YTPs is becoming less fun due to many issues relating to real life, hardware, and software. I feel like becoming a hack without being able to make a lot of new-looking or unique editing or jokes; I often get tired shortly or get frustrated with my computer. The lack of going outside for many months, and my software slowing down or crashing affected my endurance in editing badly. As of now, my laptop battery is dead and cannot be charged unless it's in need of repair. Most of the time I try to make a good YTP or something that takes a lot of effort, I had many issues that I didn't see and should've expected to throw at me resulting in scrapping them out of frustration. I feel like I'm still burnt out from doing that Alfredo Fettuccine collaboration and that Teenage Hormones YTP for pushing myself to the limit of what I can do, which made me doubt if I can make something I can look back and enjoy. I'm worried if I end up seeing my editing as embarrassing or wasted potential to myself. I yearn for making a unique editing style in hopes of improving myself and breaking away from doing the same stuff, but I don't want to end up being too ambitious to the point of screwing up, and the aforementioned problems prevent me from doing so.

2022 wasn't great for my mentality. I was excited at first about YTP slowly improving, then depression, then I had motivation to do another one, then depression again, this time with IRL issues. Now I'm acting like a mess that needs to get my shit together and know better decisions. Even my English has poor grammar.

In conclusion to all this, my mind is initially screaming for a hiatus or a retirement from making more YTPs. I tried to ignore that thought and instead made more YTPs to impress myself, but it backfires most of the time. With you and the other YTPers making better YTPs and more than I currently am, I feel like I can't catch up with many of you, or that I don't really need to make another YTP anymore. On the bright side, I'm starting to lean more into making more art and maybe animation.

2 years ago | [YT] | 30

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

I finally got my original Discord account back. Man..

2 years ago | [YT] | 21

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

I'm still hacked. The scammer recently changed my username to kneesocks.

2 years ago | [YT] | 10

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

Well, the videos y'all love are now up again I guess. I say thanks to many of you who've given me support at the time I gotten my first Discord scam; I was able to get my Steam account back to me because of it. My Discord account hasn't returned yet though. In conclusion, I overexaggerate or be overly mad in certain situations. The privation didn't even last that long.

2 years ago (edited) | [YT] | 30

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

i got my steam account back yesterday. still waiting for my discord account to return.

2 years ago | [YT] | 16

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

I got my discord account hacked by some steam scam.

Fuck my life.

2 years ago | [YT] | 16

〘magical demon〙kneesocks kirisame

Rain and Sweet Death (Aphrodite's Child x Evangelion)

Happy 25th Anniversary, EoE

onlyfiles.io/f/523b4bae92f34a4f86e7644877146a8f
mega.nz/file/XHgU3KTS#H877pKzzyVX2T1wWdTFNY4LxarvMzE7NhkBXy-Lm3gw

2 years ago | [YT] | 11