Hi, everyone, Today is my birthday. Yes, mine. I've been escaping from you all during the past years. I feel guilty, sorry and blamed myself every day and night.
Why? Because I disappeared without telling anything and explaining anything to you all. Which is, totally wrong and a coward.
Today, I want to stand out and explain everything clear to you, hopefully. If you can forgive my disappear, I'll be super happy, If you can't let it go, I feel totally understandable because I made it myself and I deserve anything it should happen.
Lovely4u is founded because we originally have 4 girls working together as a team and best friends. We're all figurine clay artists and each of us are dedicated to work as a team, should be and it was. We can't control everything, but people will change in life. And it's totally reasonable. I don't want to say who is right or wrong, but now it's only me here.
I have to admit, I can't face all the pressure years ago that I need to work on everything related to videos, commissions, customer service, YouTube and our Instagram alone before we finally stopped updates. If you ask me why it's only you working on these however you have 4 girls in your team, it's just everyone has their own choice. I thought we’re a team but they left because they have their own life choices. And I thought I was abandoned. There’s no meaning anymore if I was the only one stubborn to work on this and to chase our dreams, yeah, used to be ours, however it’s only mine in fact.
I suffered really bad depression ended with professional treatments onging now. I thought no one would help me, understand me and support me at that time( when I was sick). And my family were asking why I was working almost every now and then even couldn’t spare time with my kids. Finally, my world collapsed one day.
Now three years have passed, I’m back as a new one. I thought the best way to restart is to admit what I did wrong and face it bravely. So here I am.
Thank you for all the accompanying during the years and keep caring about me(us) even I (we) disappeared without any words. And now I really want to say: Sorry, really sorry to you all that, I let you down. I failed to live up your love and support. Maybe some of you can forgive me, some don’t. I totally accept all the words.
ABOUT FUTURE: As I said, I want to RESTART. So here I have a few thoughts to ask about your opinions. I already opened my second channel called: ChibiChibi Crafts You could find it here: www.YouTube.com/c/ChibichibiCrafts My update frequency is around 2-3 days. The tutorials there some are simple but I tried to make it as clear as possible so I wish “everyone could try”.
The new channel I almost didn't hide any techniques that I use behind the camera, because my goal for new channel is to teach everyone. So I think you all will learn a bit from it more or less. Really hope people could find out my new channel's value. Here I know this channel has a lot figures, but yes, some important techniques are "hidden" Which I have to admit. But I'll catch up gradually in my new channel. I'll still upload here If I'm doing the similar figures, but definitely new channel will be a good place for people who really want to learn.😉
And don’t worry, I won’t remove contents here. It has so many memories.
My question is: Do you still want me to upload here with figurines only or not? If not, I’ll update whatever I’m working on to my new channel. Please comment to let me know. I really appreciate it that.
Again, thank you all for whoever see this post. I really miss you all.
Lovely4U
I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO YOU ALL:
Hi, everyone,
Today is my birthday. Yes, mine.
I've been escaping from you all during the past years. I feel guilty, sorry and blamed myself every day and night.
Why?
Because I disappeared without telling anything and explaining anything to you all. Which is, totally wrong and a coward.
Today, I want to stand out and explain everything clear to you, hopefully. If you can forgive my disappear, I'll be super happy, If you can't let it go, I feel totally understandable because I made it myself and I deserve anything it should happen.
Lovely4u is founded because we originally have 4 girls working together as a team and best friends. We're all figurine clay artists and each of us are dedicated to work as a team, should be and it was.
We can't control everything, but people will change in life. And it's totally reasonable. I don't want to say who is right or wrong, but now it's only me here.
I have to admit, I can't face all the pressure years ago that I need to work on everything related to videos, commissions, customer service, YouTube and our Instagram alone before we finally stopped updates. If you ask me why it's only you working on these however you have 4 girls in your team, it's just everyone has their own choice. I thought we’re a team but they left because they have their own life choices. And I thought I was abandoned. There’s no meaning anymore if I was the only one stubborn to work on this and to chase our dreams, yeah, used to be ours, however it’s only mine in fact.
I suffered really bad depression ended with professional treatments onging now.
I thought no one would help me, understand me and support me at that time( when I was sick). And my family were asking why I was working almost every now and then even couldn’t spare time with my kids. Finally, my world collapsed one day.
Now three years have passed, I’m back as a new one. I thought the best way to restart is to admit what I did wrong and face it bravely.
So here I am.
Thank you for all the accompanying during the years and keep caring about me(us) even I (we) disappeared without any words. And now I really want to say:
Sorry, really sorry to you all that, I let you down. I failed to live up your love and support.
Maybe some of you can forgive me, some don’t. I totally accept all the words.
ABOUT FUTURE:
As I said, I want to RESTART.
So here I have a few thoughts to ask about your opinions.
I already opened my second channel called:
ChibiChibi Crafts
You could find it here:
www.YouTube.com/c/ChibichibiCrafts
My update frequency is around 2-3 days.
The tutorials there some are simple but I tried to make it as clear as possible so I wish “everyone could try”.
The new channel I almost didn't hide any techniques that I use behind the camera, because my goal for new channel is to teach everyone. So I think you all will learn a bit from it more or less. Really hope people could find out my new channel's value. Here I know this channel has a lot figures, but yes, some important techniques are "hidden" Which I have to admit. But I'll catch up gradually in my new channel. I'll still upload here If I'm doing the similar figures, but definitely new channel will be a good place for people who really want to learn.😉
And don’t worry, I won’t remove contents here. It has so many memories.
My question is:
Do you still want me to upload here with figurines only or not? If not, I’ll update whatever I’m working on to my new channel.
Please comment to let me know. I really appreciate it that.
Again, thank you all for whoever see this post.
I really miss you all.
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