DO YOU TRUST YOUR VISUALS LIKE YOU DO, IN THE CASE OF MEMORIES?
There's this constant tussle between the realness of memories vs realness of constructed scenes. You could say that our memories have an unfair edge over scenes, as their realness seems so effortless and obvious. Whereas, when it comes to scenes, a part of us goes "WHO AM I KIDDING?" especially ones related to past traumas. The stuff that helped me believe in my scenes is self concept. It might seem obvious to seasoned manifesters, but here's my take on why it's important.
Yesterday, after getting a like on my insta post, by an old friend of mine I went to university with (for master's), I had flashes of these old bitter sweet memories mostly before the first wave of pandemic back in 2019. It has been three years since those events transpired, and it feels like a haze. The haze is no different from the haziness of the scenes I've constructed, the one's with which I try to impress my subconscious mind with. However, I'm certain that the scenes from those memories actually happened in my reality. However, when I compare the "actual" memories with the constructed scene, there's a part of me that believes in the realness of the memories over the scenes I've constructed. Here's my break down of the feeling of "realness" when it comes to memories in two distinct elements, that separates it from scenes. The first one is external confirmation. There are certain external things in your present that confirm to you that the events have actually occurred. For example, in this event of me getting a like from my old friend, the fact that my friend knows me bears testimony to the fact that we know or used to know each other, and therefore my memories related to the person are indeed, real. The second one is a sense of worthiness. Like when I recall the events, I don't even question my worthiness. For example, I had visited Europe back in 2017 and 2018, and I don't question whether I deserve them. It's as obvious as daylight, to me. However, when it comes to scenes that challenge our paradigm, we often need to contend with this additional factor of worthiness that often creates a space (a feeling of fakeness )between the scenes we try to impress our minds with. So how do we transfer this "realness" of memories to our scenes? Since, the first factor is external and there's very little external evidence we can use to our advantage, we deal with the second factor - worthiness. Often times, the realness of our past hinders with a certain feeling of worthiness. It is why I sincerely believe that self concept is important, as it levels the playing field in this game between SCENES and MEMORIES.
Spiritual Silvera
DO YOU TRUST YOUR VISUALS LIKE YOU DO, IN THE CASE OF MEMORIES?
There's this constant tussle between the realness of memories vs realness of constructed scenes. You could say that our memories have an unfair edge over scenes, as their realness seems so effortless and obvious. Whereas, when it comes to scenes, a part of us goes "WHO AM I KIDDING?" especially ones related to past traumas. The stuff that helped me believe in my scenes is self concept. It might seem obvious to seasoned manifesters, but here's my take on why it's important.
Yesterday, after getting a like on my insta post, by an old friend of mine I went to university with (for master's), I had flashes of these old bitter sweet memories mostly before the first wave of pandemic back in 2019. It has been three years since those events transpired, and it feels like a haze. The haze is no different from the haziness of the scenes I've constructed, the one's with which I try to impress my subconscious mind with. However, I'm certain that the scenes from those memories actually happened in my reality. However, when I compare the "actual" memories with the constructed scene, there's a part of me that believes in the realness of the memories over the scenes I've constructed. Here's my break down of the feeling of "realness" when it comes to memories in two distinct elements, that separates it from scenes.
The first one is external confirmation. There are certain external things in your present that confirm to you that the events have actually occurred. For example, in this event of me getting a like from my old friend, the fact that my friend knows me bears testimony to the fact that we know or used to know each other, and therefore my memories related to the person are indeed, real.
The second one is a sense of worthiness. Like when I recall the events, I don't even question my worthiness. For example, I had visited Europe back in 2017 and 2018, and I don't question whether I deserve them. It's as obvious as daylight, to me. However, when it comes to scenes that challenge our paradigm, we often need to contend with this additional factor of worthiness that often creates a space (a feeling of fakeness )between the scenes we try to impress our minds with.
So how do we transfer this "realness" of memories to our scenes?
Since, the first factor is external and there's very little external evidence we can use to our advantage, we deal with the second factor - worthiness. Often times, the realness of our past hinders with a certain feeling of worthiness. It is why I sincerely believe that self concept is important, as it levels the playing field in this game between SCENES and MEMORIES.
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