I have left 2024, with honestly complete disappointment with how I did my channel. I had a lot of plans, but due to so much life stuff happening last year, I didn't have much time to fully dedicate to this. I went to bed every night extremely depressed and sometimes cried that I physically put no work into my channel on those days. In 2025, I want to change this. Starting tomorrow, I want to slowly bring back my 12 hour work days that I had in 2022-23. I want to continue making people happy and I want to be the best YouTuber I can possibly be. There are tons of people out there, that would love to be in my position right now, I can't take it for granted. I am people's light, I make people happy every single day of my life. I want to keep doing it. I will not go into this year like I did last year saying "this will be the biggest year of my channel" because I genuinely believe that isn't a fair statement. This year, I will go into it saying "I will try my absolute hardest, to be the best person I can be". I want to forget that 2024 existed, I don't want to have anymore consistent battles with my mental health. For everyone that has stuck with me throughout this year, despite my mental health problems, thank you. It means more than you know. I am fighting everyday just to get out of bed in the morning, by the end of 2025, I will aim to no longer have to fight so much. I want to bring this channel back, I want my past child self to look up at me and say "I am so proud of myself in the future". I have disappointed my child self in 2024. In 2025, I want them to look at me awe. I want my 2024 self to look at me awe. I want to look back on myself in 2024 and say to her, "we did it. Just keep fighting, it gets better". I know this is a long post, but I promise you, to everyone who has watched, liked, subbed, everyone who has stuck by me. The person reading this community post, I want you to know, I will do better. To the sick person that's lying in bed watching my videos, I am fighting for you. For the ones that are depressed, to the ones that are in hard points in their lives, to someone eating a bowl of cereal at 2am, or someone watching me on their phone in bed, I am doing this for you. I will not stop doing what I love for you. I will do this to the end of time, this is my legacy. Nothing is better than this channel. I have to do this. Thank you for reading this post, I feel like I kept rambling the longer I wrote so I'm cutting it short a bit so it's not too long, but thank you to the people that read this. You mean the world to me. uh sans undertale
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I have left 2024, with honestly complete disappointment with how I did my channel. I had a lot of plans, but due to so much life stuff happening last year, I didn't have much time to fully dedicate to this. I went to bed every night extremely depressed and sometimes cried that I physically put no work into my channel on those days.
In 2025, I want to change this. Starting tomorrow, I want to slowly bring back my 12 hour work days that I had in 2022-23. I want to continue making people happy and I want to be the best YouTuber I can possibly be. There are tons of people out there, that would love to be in my position right now, I can't take it for granted. I am people's light, I make people happy every single day of my life. I want to keep doing it.
I will not go into this year like I did last year saying "this will be the biggest year of my channel" because I genuinely believe that isn't a fair statement. This year, I will go into it saying "I will try my absolute hardest, to be the best person I can be".
I want to forget that 2024 existed, I don't want to have anymore consistent battles with my mental health. For everyone that has stuck with me throughout this year, despite my mental health problems, thank you. It means more than you know. I am fighting everyday just to get out of bed in the morning, by the end of 2025, I will aim to no longer have to fight so much. I want to bring this channel back, I want my past child self to look up at me and say "I am so proud of myself in the future". I have disappointed my child self in 2024. In 2025, I want them to look at me awe. I want my 2024 self to look at me awe. I want to look back on myself in 2024 and say to her, "we did it. Just keep fighting, it gets better".
I know this is a long post, but I promise you, to everyone who has watched, liked, subbed, everyone who has stuck by me. The person reading this community post, I want you to know, I will do better. To the sick person that's lying in bed watching my videos, I am fighting for you. For the ones that are depressed, to the ones that are in hard points in their lives, to someone eating a bowl of cereal at 2am, or someone watching me on their phone in bed, I am doing this for you. I will not stop doing what I love for you. I will do this to the end of time, this is my legacy. Nothing is better than this channel. I have to do this.
Thank you for reading this post, I feel like I kept rambling the longer I wrote so I'm cutting it short a bit so it's not too long, but thank you to the people that read this. You mean the world to me.
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