Jesus is real, but if you aren’t sure, just do a 90 day trial. But legitimately be open. Start talking to Him, ask him to show Himself to you everyday. Thank Him for your food, when you laugh, or smile, acknowledge Him in the beauty you see, sunset, a babies smile, your car, your sense of taste, hearing, etc.
Also thank him during the tough stuff, an unexpected bill, a disappointment, loss of a loved one, or even your favorite sports team losing, or your new manicure being ruined.
Just go all in for 90 days. You don’t have to tell anyone, or join a church, find some people here on YT, or FB, that have a loving relationship with Jesus. It really is time, and if you’ve read this far, be assured that’s on account of God, He wants you to know that he deeply loves you. He said that for every strand of hair on your head, it’s the value of 7 sparrows. He’s been waiting on you, all you have to do is ask Him to come in.
I love you too