Die to yourself... (warning: may be triggering)

It's okay to share your pain

Sucked into the void and spit back out

I feel like I've been given another life... and it's not mine

Life without me

Eventually internal peace is prioritized over all else and it's clearer than ever that no one did it

Hierarchy is artificial

Expressed to be released... not to be defined by

The body has always known far more than I (or the collective) could ever know

I don't know anything and neither does anyone else

The prison of pretending | The body has all the say | Haziness | Acclimating to the unknown

I couldn't measure up to expectations and only now do I see that it was never even possible

Utterly beautifully hopeless (Part 2)

The fakeness becomes undeniable the emptier you get... and the body will likely reject it (Part 1)

Death of objectification, owning and possessing (Clip)

It's devastating to see how misled you've been (Part 2)

Everything's reinforcing the dream... this entire imaginary world is going the opposite way (Part 1)

Seeing sexual energy clearly... just an observation after a thorough death (Clip)

Most can't understand how powerful this is... who you trust & confide in naturally narrows (Part 3)

All chains fall away... including what you've heard in spirituality (Part 2)

Total collapse of time... what its like to die before the body dies (Part 1)

Permission to be fully human, finally... the rigidity of being a certain way keeps softening (Clip)

Chasing 'awakening' is part of dreamland... without it, wellbeing naturally reveals itself (Part 2)

Recovering from personal energy... withdrawal from over consumption (Part 1)

This is the only true freedom and it takes everything... all of the person (Clip)

The harshness of the world | Does conditioning soften/fall away? | Therapy & non-duality? (Part 2)

Not knowing is the only peace... relinquishing of control allows the body to come alive (Part 1)

There was never anything wrong with you... from the (imaginary) beginning [Clip]

The clarity that practices don't work... efforting your way to no-self just reinforces self (Part 2)

The burden of expecting happiness (Part 1)

The entire dream pops... the fraudulence of spiritual leaders becomes unbelievably clearly

Seeking was so dissatisfying (March Retreat Clip)

No-one's a beginner, advanced or more awake... everything flattens, everything's the same (Clip)

The gift of losing... the heart shatters open until there's no me and you (Clip)

The clearer it gets, the more disturbing humanity is... no more denying reality (Part 2)

Blind leading the blind... the bullsh*t we've been fed has become the fabric of who we are (Part 1)

Death of spiritual hierarchy and perfectionism (January 2024)

Pure love is beyond two (Clip)

Disillusionment reveals this unspeakable truth... spiritual and religious dogma veils it (Jan 2024)

You don't have to let go of anything... in fact, it's impossible to force it (November 2023)

This stunning absence... there's nothing more delicious (December 2023)

The spiritual path keeps you trapped & away from the simplicity of this...It's another belief system

My deepest suffering was believing that someone else knows... and I should too (November 2023)

No-self is the most difficult thing to go through but it's the only true freedom (Clip July 2023)

We're afraid of the truth, understandably... true emptiness is very rare (Clip June 2023)

Spiritual authorities also don’t know anything... the more knowing, the less I would trust (Clip)

No more stakes in the game... Does care still arise?... Fear is deeply ingrained... Inquiry?

Am I doing enough?... Innocence of wanting validation... This is what I've longed for but...

'Shameful' things happened cause I yearned to be seen... now it's clear that it's all pure innocence

What 'I'm seeking' is already... I'm allowed to feel rage... The hardest thing to do is... (Clip)

For the first time in this imaginary life... there's just nothing

The beauty of unfiltered expression _ Healer & savior identity _ Lostness _ Nothing's happening

Let me take you on a little journey... p.s. listen with eyes closed and perhaps an open heart

Life was never about me... but that was only clear after I was finally allowed to f*ckin' be myself

What 'awakening' actually is, is the death of the familiar... The 'person' doesn't wake up

THIS IS IT... no exclusions (Clip)

Gone are the days of over-giving

Home sweet home

Through darkness to the light

Free of any need