thatpaintguy

guys i am not familiar of wearing an such an massive amount of uniform at school. but for pe, we wear gopnik jumpsuits like red or blue depending on your grade

2 hours ago | [YT] | 1

thatpaintguy

MY TIKTOK @blyatman5000
www.tiktok.com/@blyatman5000?_t=8r8lKqAJBr8&_r=1

14 hours ago | [YT] | 1

thatpaintguy

HELP WHY TF DID I DREW THIS IN MY HOMEWORK WTF (for non mongolians, its the first 4 lyrics of the mongolian anthem)

1 day ago | [YT] | 1

thatpaintguy

how do i look ‪@LifeofBoris‬ ?

1 day ago | [YT] | 1

thatpaintguy

quick note that i SOMETIMES sleep at 3am because i have my phone.

1 day ago | [YT] | 1

thatpaintguy

my impact on my overthinking and my depression:
whenever i make her sad:
-i hope she didn’t suicide
-i am such a horrible jerk
-why tf do i exist?
-when tf was i born just to make her sad?
whenever i get on social media:
-i should be ashamed of how they’re going through their lives
whenever someone shouts at me:
-why am i so useless?
-i should be ashamed of this.
i always hold my tears whenever someone shouts or judges at me since my family is full of judging and shits. my friends think im a whore, i cant find a mate, failed suicide 11 times. but i kept fake smiling since nobody notices me. back then, my life used to be fun, didn’t care anything, having fun. but nowadays. its all shit. youtube and OSC is fucked up, depression cones every night, everyone judges me. i would do nothing and wait for the motivation to come, like i wasted 55 hours for this shit. sometimes i see my friends having fun with someone and that i’m glad that they’re happy because that makes me hurt. i hope someone may be sitting on my grave in the future. i’m sorry.

2 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 2

thatpaintguy

peace✌️(that is me btw)

3 days ago (edited) | [YT] | 1

thatpaintguy

HOLY FAK ITS HERE

3 days ago | [YT] | 6

thatpaintguy

song parody coming on november 9.
MARK YOUR CALENDARS

4 days ago | [YT] | 0

thatpaintguy

im okay.

4 days ago | [YT] | 1