I don't know if any of you visit this channel any more, let alone would read this, but let me be the first to say thank you, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry I fell off the face of the earth - there were a lot of issues I had to deal with that have all been, happily, resolved very nicely. I had such a wonderful time in the DMV community and I wish I hadn't left the way I did and I'm terribly sorry I did. If anyone wants to follow what I'm up to now, I can be found at ziskaism.tumblr.com. A lot in my life has changed, and I would like to reconnect with the people I left behind, even if it's just to tell them thanks for being there when I needed a shoulder to cry on or moral support to get me through the worst of times. I don't know if I'll ever be making videos again, but know that I loved doing it with a passion and I wish I could go back and tell you all not to have worried over me. But thank you - your kindness and support always made me feel cared about and cherished. - Em 02/02/14